Sunday, May 27, 2007
Somehow, things have changed. People around seemed to have changed. Don't ask how, they just seemed to have changed. All I know, now I don't feel the HAPPY RETARDED me. I can be so super duper retarded. I was so happy yesterday but so down today. My mood is so unpredictable. I'm so weird nowadays. I don't know why. Kakak Shikin is always irritated by ME cos of my retarded-ness. It's so fun to irritate her. Now, I'm very excited about the outings. I can't wait to go out with my old mates. I miss them. But I do not know what to wear. Should I dress up or should I just wear something plain? I do not know. Million things are in my mind now. I'm thinking about my cheerleading, the outings(especially the one i'm looking foward to), speech day, the guy who called my a liar(I'm so f*cking sad about it), and millions of things. It has been awhile since I talked/chatted to him. *Sigh*. Okay, I'm so bored. Oh ya, the entry about the outing yesterday will be posted next week with NOIZ outing. Okay bye.
p.s: I, Nur Syafawati daughter of Jamlan, love NOIZ to death. I too love Nidya, Naz, Kak Ika and my netballers very much.