HELLO.
noi. 100493
i have flaws but i have feelings too. i'm only eighteen, i've made mistakes that i'm not proud of and will continue making mistakes. i'm only human. but i love you. always will.

Finally, exams are over. Only Art is left. Phew. I screw up my papers real badly but I did study for Mid Year. I just hope I won't fail it all.
So far, things around have been sucky. Quite sucky. ehdjdunsmihferykwndcj! Screw you all those sucky things and people.
To him*,
*snap, snap* I don't like you. Get it? I just don't. Don't make me hate you. And stop being a nuisance. Thank you.
To her*,
Yes, I saw the video you made. I cried. You saw me cry. I was touched. But the main thing why I cried is when I don't see my picture there when the part showed about the people who helped you pick up the broken pieces and helped you get together again. Didn't I helped you at all? I even saw our cousin's face but I don't mine. I wonder why. I've been by your side the whole time. It just simply shows that I don't mean a thing. Sometimes you want me to listen to your day and stories. I was there ready for you. But whenever I needed someone to talk to, were you there? Even if you were, you didn't even want to listen. I am greatly disappointed. Especially you are the one i trust most. I know you treasure your friends more. I know they are your fisrt priority. But don't treat me like I am nothing.

My art piece is a mess. The drawings are a mess and the paintings are so horrible. Really horrible. I think I'm going to fail my art too. *Sigh* I'm just not an art person i guess.
"What do you say about a guy you've known only a few days and he asks you out?"
Well, in my point of view, it is super scary. You don't even know the person AT ALL yet want to go out. Is he like some despo or something because it's just scary. He may be some bad meanie. You do not know. So, yeah.
Oh ya, I melted. Someone sang me a song. A very nice song.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Shopping with Kak shikin. :DD