HELLO.
noi. 100493
i have flaws but i have feelings too. i'm only eighteen, i've made mistakes that i'm not proud of and will continue making mistakes. i'm only human. but i love you. always will.

Oh my F**king gosh! Oh how great is it that now I'm known as the liar. How fabuloso. Fark uh. If you are planinng to crash me down real bad, well, I seriously got to congratulate you cos you've done it. What did I do? What lies or insults have I made? I dont remember lying or insulting you or anyone. If I did, I'm sure I dont mean it and I'm terribly sorry. But you've really got to tell me if I did. I've really alot of confessions to make and I dont even know where to start. I dont even know who can really be trusted right now. I feel sooooooo down. No one cares anymore. Not even the ones who I trust completely. I'm so sad and could break down into tears. I feel like giving up eveything and everyone. I think i should start by not contacting anyone anymore. Being a bitch is already bad anough and now a liar. How bad can i really be? Neh, I just want to say to anyone who is reading this, to just stay far far away from me. I dont want anyone to get hurt anymore. Enough is enough noi. Nomore of your crappy shit. Aaaah shitla! I need my netball girls. Especially NIDYA! Oh my i need her more than anything else. Oh fark now tears are rolling down my cheeks. *Snap,snap* NOI!, stay home during the hols. NO OUTINGS for you. You don't deserve anything right now. ))):
p.s:I NEED NIDYA DARLING! ):