Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Somehow, just somehow people change. Even the people closest to you change. It feels awkward being around them now. It feels like you do not know them anymore. Whenever with them around, there are always things they will whisper or eye contacts which are suspicious and not wanting me to know. Oh well, its not something new. Somethings have changed for the better while some are getting worse. Why? I do not know. But being left out or always monologging is definitely the things I always do. I'm tired. Very tired. I'm just 14, shouldn't I be enjoying my youth rather than thinking about all these little unimportant yet hurtful things. Hmm. I need motivation. I need someone to motivate me. Help me up when I'm down. I don't ask for anything more except that. I guess thats too much to ask from anyone.