HELLO.
noi. 100493
i have flaws but i have feelings too. i'm only eighteen, i've made mistakes that i'm not proud of and will continue making mistakes. i'm only human. but i love you. always will.

I do not know why theres always an understandings or problems occur. Its not like I want it to happen. I do not want wish to hurt anyone. Okay fine I'm sorry if I did say something that could have hurt you or made you feel like I'm a hypocrite. People make mistakes. Yes they do. But they will never know unless they're told. They can't see for their own. And yes 'sorry' may just be another 5-letter word. It may not mean anything if we continue making mistakes and keep on saying it. But whatever it is, everyone do feel like sometimes they are the ones who are the ones who feel like they're blamed for everything and they are the only ones who need to take care of people's feelings. Sometimes, I would just distance myself to the people around to avoid miscommunications. There will never be a smooth-sailing friendship without an misunderstandings or problems or miscommunications or whatever bullocks there may be. Its just a part and parcel of life. How cliche. But its just true. The weirdest thing is, what is the point of holding on to those important people if they only push you away. Hmms.

noi.