HELLO.
noi. 100493
i have flaws but i have feelings too. i'm only eighteen, i've made mistakes that i'm not proud of and will continue making mistakes. i'm only human. but i love you. always will.

My heart skipped a beat when they came in and suddenly said “Wah noi seh, Chief”. I got all scared and panicked for awhile. I do not want to be Chief. All the responsibilities, the speech writing, going on stage, being a good role model. Haha. Me? Noi as a role model. Like tak boleh percaya gitu. Eh super fuckload scary uh.

Trust me, I’ve even thought of rejecting but pretty Misliana said cannot. Everything is already finalised. I do not know a single shit about organising big events. All I know is organising outing with my girlfriends. I’m seriously totally lost but thank god, I have my friends, Ima, Fid, Zaty, Amira and most importantly Misliana. Misliana said shes going to guide me. So, she CANNOT go back on her words. Oh ya, Faizal(current chief), is also going to ‘guide’ me. Haha. Zaty zaty. You know I know, I know you know hah. *wriggle eyebrows*.

Haha. I don’t think Misliana was like this when she first heard that she was Deputy director. Haha. Takot siol. Haha. I can do it. Insyallah.