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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I’m in a tight position. I want to give up. I can’t do this anymore. I need someone to motivate me to do it. I can’t bring myself to leave him but I’m tired. I can’t do this anymore. My parents don’t even like me befriending him. I don't want to be the trouble/problem kid at home. And I still love my friends. Now see what happens. I’m losing all my friends. The ones who have been there for me since I started my secondary school life. It can’t just end like this. Too much memories to lose. I can’t be the only one he hopes and depends on. I have my own life to lead too. A very busy one. Sometimes he makes me feel quite tied down too. I’m not ready for all the promises, commitment and pressure. Its not easy. With someone like him, and my friends not accepting him and his friends not accepting my friends. Difficult. I’m just fifteen. What do you expect? I’m supposed to be studying or whatever shit. I don’t have anyone who really understands how I feel and to pour all my shits to. Haish. And oh, I have a long list of things to buy but I’m super broke. :( Can someone bring me out shopping and treat me. n_n Noi. Labels: I seriously can’t do this anymore. I think I'm leaving him sooner or later. |