Saturday, December 3, 2011

Last night at Pasir Ris Aloha Loyang Bungalow Chalet #12. It has been quite a fun filled weekend. We spent the Saturday reliving the good old days. We played rounders and badminton at the parking lot infront of the bungalow. It was really something. It has been like forever since last I played rounders. Ayah made the bat himself with the old bed frame. D.I.Y. There were alot of spread of food and snacks and cakes! 3 different kinds of cakes. I think I had too much chocolates that my throat hurts right now.
Today, some of my friends came over too. Sufiyan, Syafiq and Nazrin Bob. They came after maghrib. I thought they were not coming but they did. I was glad they did. I was kinda hoping they would come. Anyways, Ayah came back from work soon after they arrived. So when they were eating, Ayah was at the table and Ayah entertained them. It was quite funny. Luckily Ayah was there. So it wasn't so awkward.
And we talked. Maybe to people its just a normal feeling, but I was glad. I was really happy. You were there. It meant so much to me. I know you came cos Ibu invited you over. But it still meant so so much to me. Just seeing you, talking to you, being around you makes me happy. I miss your laughter, your smile, your smell, everything about you. Its all too late now and I do not expect anything out of it anymore cos I blew it. I blew my last chance with you but I'm just glad and happy, to know that you're happier now. Without me. :)
p.s: and afterall, you're my wonderwall