HELLO.
noi. 100493
i have flaws but i have feelings too. i'm only eighteen, i've made mistakes that i'm not proud of and will continue making mistakes. i'm only human. but i love you. always will.

Hi, 3 more weeks to my birthday. As much as Im excited, I just want to get it done and over with. I do not want to celebrate or make a huge deal out of my birthday. I spent my eighteenth in Vietnam cycling and being so far away from you and this year you wont be around again. I've always imagined you surprising me outside my doorstep twelve midnight on the 10April and surprising me again after work and bring me out for a dinner and just have some catch up session on our lives. BUT its just a wishful thinking on my part. That aint gonna happen. I think I'll end up rereading your email that you sent me for my eighteenth birthday and tearing over it. :')